Who am I ?
What makes me, ME? With billion people in the universe what can I, offer to the world? How can I, make a difference in the world? The world that is filled up with intelligent, and influential people, all around. How can I influence, and impact others around me? With specific character traits that were placed on the inside of me, Who am I, and What am I here for? What is MY purpose, and am I fulfilling MY purpose here on this earth?!
" There must be more to life, than meets the eye"
This is when the SPARK ignited. The desire on the inside, deep within, ignited to Greater Purpose, and Personal Identity. This Desire has been placed on the inside of me by the Creator himself, from the very beginning. With billions of people in this Universe, the Creator thought that he needed one of me, to do something worthwhile, and useful. With all I have to offer, there is something unique about me. I just can't quite put my finger on it. Could it be my flaws, or my greatest strength?
I am not WORTHY, yet he sees me, right here on my living room couch, at my dining room table, doing dishes, folding clothes, sitting in the office, at the ER, sweeping away, baking away, storing away these boxes. I mean really, what does he see in me? I barely see myself, what does he see?
The all knowing, all powerful God who thought that I was useful, and purposeful to him. Formed and fashioned a plan together in his hand, for a specific purpose, with specific calling that is pre-designed to fit my life, with a blueprint that fits my every curve. A special purpose pattern made just for me! Unequally outlined, and stitched to fit my size. No one in the world can do what I do, they may copy me, but they can never be me. The me full of flaws, full of imperfections, full of hurts, and rejection, imperfectly perfect in his eyes! Perfectly designed, to fit, his perfect plan.
Fearfully and wonderfully made for a greater purpose and greater plan.
Like a clay in potters hand, lifeless, without purpose waiting for my turn for the breath of life, to enter into my body. Then the voice proclaimed...
" BREATHE" and here I was, fearfully and wonderfully, formed, and fashioned in the potters hand. I was ready to be send out on the mission to EARTH, on an assignment, to complete what he created me for.
First and foremost I am a MOM! A Christian mom, who takes care of her rugrats, on the daily. Secondly I am devoted houseQUEEN, who is committed to her duties of pleasing her King, and the house she resides in. I love to spend time with my babies, and hang out with my family. We love to spend time at Chik-Fil-A, occasionally sneak out to Chuckie Cheese, but please do not ask me to go every weekend. I love to take my kids out rollerblading, parks, and special events in town. We like X-box 360, Wii, and playing Sims. We are about teamwork, and anything we do, you are going to find us together, playing Phase10, reading the bible, painting, and playing varies board games. I am committed to making my kids, enjoy their time with mommy, and I will do anything to see them smile. I am a self learned seamstress, you name it, I can make it. All my girls skirts, I probably made them, their socks? I probably embellished them, their hair bows, I made them all. It used to be a fun hobby, until it became a JOB. A job that took up a lot of my time as a mom, caretaker, and a friend. I had to make a choice, and it required my Obedience. Sacrificing my passion, for God's passion was not easy, but it is much rewarding in the end.
For I know the plans he has for me, to give me a hope and a future, not to harm me, but to prosper me, and to give me an expected end.
When I am not folding laundry, or organizing my house, I am at my computer, studying my WORD, to be an effective witness, for his KINGDOM, by spreading the GOOD news of Jesus.
Through my personal journey of SELF-Discovery. I have handled many assignments, and have been personally given an IDENTITY from above. I am here on assignment to fulfill my calling.
THOUGH being a mom, and a wife is a ministry in itself, I have opened my heart to pursue my calling. It was given to me in a dream, where it was clear who I was, and what my purpose was. This Dream however seemed outside of my limitations, and outside of my comfort zone. When I opened my heart, he pre-designed it to fit my special place of comfort.
I am a full time CYBER Missionary: called out by God, to spread the gospel of Good News to the outer parts of the world, through my Testimony, all over the internet. I am probably encouraging some girl, or a man to carry on with life, and that life too can be simplified, if you put the right pieces together. {Galatians 1:2; Hebrews 1:5}
LEADER: I lead a social media group, " FIRESTARTER" which holds up to 200 members, who I have personally mentored, and trained to become their SUCCESS. As a Firestarter I am driven, to ignite hearts for the Kingdom of God, and his RIGHTEOUSNESS. I am committed to igniting hearts, to hunger, and thirst for PURPOSE no matter the cost.
SPIRITUAL MENTOR: When I was in my darkness, I was alone, confused, and full of fear. When Jesus stepped in, he led me to the pastures of Righteousness, and unto the path of Wisdom, to the doors of TRUTH, HOLINESS, and PURITY. He was there for me every step of the way. I made it my personal assignment to lead, and guide those who are struggling to find their path. The Holy Spirit that lives in me, is guiding me to TRUTH, shows me the LIGHT, the WAY, and I can never get lost. Though people forsake me, he will never leave me, though people reject me, I will find acceptance in his sight.
Many people are counting on you to lead them. Don't be afraid, If God has called you, he has already pre-qualified you!
When I have a free minute I will be writing, and blogging about the varies issues I face. Cooking delicious Haitian meals, and studying the word of God, to show myself approved unto God. I am an aspiring author, {who is in the process of writing her first book, by the leading of the Holy Spirit} and hoping to publish it soon. I write about anything, that the Lord places on my heart, and what inspires my heart to beat fast. {Joel 2:28}
My passion for the Lord, and the things of GOD is very deep, and it springs from a place of deep hurt, and rejection. As a former Legalist, I am determined to set people free, and to loose the chains, that are holding them back. I am committed to bringing restoration, healing to the hurt, and the broken. I am passionate about Grace and Liberty, that is available to us for free, and that is why the Book of Galatians is so dear to me. I too like Paul, understand the passion and zeal for truth, and will commit my hours to make sure Gospel is SIMPLIFIED, and not misunderstood or misrepresented.
{Nahum 1:13}, {Galatians 1:10}
Seeing so many people misuse, and underuse spiritual gifts. I am committed to bringing clarity, and a biblical approach, to effectively operating in this gift. I am also here to encourage everyone not be afraid of the gift, and to operate effectively for the Glory of the KINGDOM. It is important to correctly handle the mantle when the Lord has anointed you, for his service. It is important to be Obedient in everything he assigns you to do, and not to miss or miss handle the gift. It is important not to become proud, but in humility handle this office effectively.
{Ephesians 4:11} {2 Timothy 2:21}
Growing up in a traditional Christian home I have seen much compromise, tolerance, and lukewarm living, that dries up, the spiritual standing, of your spirit man. In my years of Christian living, I have seen, both sides of the fence, and I am committed to changing, and impacting individuals that desire to see change. Training individuals to spiritual maturity, and teaching them the importance of correctly dividing the word of truth, and the negative effects of compromising with the world. {Colossians 1:28}, {James 4:4}.
As a God girl I am committed to living a godly lifestyle, professing clean living, as a representative of Christ, though my behavior, conduct and action.
As a Intercessor I am also concerned about varies issues developing, and springing-up in Christian homes. I am committed to interceding for God's people, making changes, and influencing the environment in my realm of living.
As a God Warrior I am also send on a mission to fight the dark side. The unseen realm of the supernatural. I understand that the war we face is not natural, and cannot be fought with carnal weapons of guns, and bombs, but by pulling down of strongholds.
I am a DREAMER With the Creator at my side, I am able to go beyond my natural abilities, and skill sets. With Him I am not afraid to jump into the unknown. I know he's right there to catch me, even if my human abilities and earthly capabilities fail me. He will be right there watching me.
When I said YES to God, EVERYTHING changed.
I denied my pleasures, in exchange for his treasures.
I rejected the world, and gained so much more
Acceptance, love, and peace from above.
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